Tuesday, October 20, 2009

God is good all the time

Praise be to God

Who rules heaven and earth

Yet loves us with all His incomparable might

Praise be to God

Who had sovereign rule over everything

And who always gives us the best even when we grumble against Him

Praise be to God

Who in His love moulds us

To be more like Him, and saves us

Through his very own blood

Praise be to God

Who is everlasting and unchanging

And who never breaks His promise

To be with us till the very end of the age

Amen

Monday, October 19, 2009

people

JAsweetRED

SYAspazFIQ

JAretardedSON

DOkluhawesomeNN

NIohanaCK

ANbeautifulGIE

ESTthoughtfulHER

ALhyperEX

FRIiloveyouENDS

just a few poeple that came to my mind during lesson at 3:46 pm, after some time doing camera movements for our practical lesson <3

DOawesomeNN

Better to have loved and lost, than never loved at all

The feeling in your cheeks
The rosy tint of impromptu blush
The tingle in your hand
That when that someone takes
Gives you such a rush

The floating feeling in your feet
The little heaven in the air
The rush of heartbeat
when he takes a strand of
your shiny brushed hair

The sharp intake of breath
When she says something too cute
Or does something too adorable
That you're left smiling
Mute

The sound of that someone's
laughter, like wind-chimes
in the breeze. Such a beautiful,
calm calamity. You can't help but
give in

The sound of that someone's
tears. Dripping wet onto your
hands. You wish you could suddenly
become a hot sizzling frying pan.

The kooky things that he does
Somehow do not seem enough
To make you scoff and trott away
But pulls you in like fireflies
to a campfire of love

The look on her face. When you've
cheered her up. The mild dissipation
of his pain after the rain clouds have
cleared up.

Nick T.J Hao! This poem is dedicated to YOU!
MY DEAR AWESOME DUDE PRAWN FRIEND!
CHEER UP!
and donn also luh. HAHAHAHAH!

and to all those i love
:)




Sunday, October 18, 2009

TRY


these are two wonderful songs

both with the word "try" in their titles
and both songs i listen to all the time!

here's the lyrics to

try by Asher Book



If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.
Am i catching up to you?
While your running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me

p.s Donn! Say it's awesome! And Nick, get the lyrics right!!! hahahaha! :)
p.p.s It's my new fave song!
p.p.p.s i know its in your head now :)

AND "I'll try" From the Disney animation, Peter Pan, my 2nd fave disney movie. Ist fave goes to POCAHONTAS!!
I am not a child now I can take care of myself I mustn't let them down now Mustn't let them see me cry I'm fine, I'm fine  I'm too tired to listen I'm too old to believe All these childish stories There is no such thing as faith And trust and pixie dust  I try But it's so hard to believe I try But I can't see what you see I try, I try, I try...  My whole world is changing I don't know where to turn I can't leave you waiting But I can't stay and watch this city burn Watch it burn  'Cause I try But it's so hard to believe I try  But I can't see what you see I try, I try  I try and try to understand The distance in between The love I feel and the things I fear And every single dream  I can finally see it Now I have to believe All those precious stories All the world is made of... Faith, and trust... and pixie dust  So, I'll try Because I finally believe I'll try, cuz I can see what you see  I'll try, I'll try I will try I'll try... To fly

Monday, October 12, 2009

out of sight, out of mind





please think about this.

You drink a cup of star bucks coffee.
A child living at another end of the world gulps down rain water.

You buy a new pair of top grade crocs.
Someone else you absolutely have no concern for drags his bare, bony feet along parched sand.

You buy new clothes, every year, at new year.
a skinny man wears half of his shirt. It used to be without holes. But now you wouldn't tell it was a shirt if he wasn't clothed in it.

You are late for class, and you hop in a cab.
They don't even know what a cab is, for goodness sake.

You look at your plate of food. So full, you tell yourself. And you walk away from the table.
Someone out there desperately wishes that someone over here would eat less and give more.

We buy new gadgets and complain about older ones.
They can't even call for an ambulance even if they're about to d-i-e.

And the problem is, although we could and sometimes combine our efforts and save lives, the plain fact is-

WE ABSOLUTELY DON'T CARE.

We buy tissue paper from poor handicapped aunties and poor old, elderly folks. But when the problem is out of sight, something snaps, and it is thrown out of our minds. Even if it's something really, really BIG.

Out of sight, out of mind?

I wouldn't like to think so.

But i do.

Thats why families drift away when they stay away from each other for too long a time.
Four years is too much for a daughter's mind, i guess?

BUT!
ending on a happy note!

Do watch this show called
We're back! - A dinosaur's story

If you have time
Steven Spielberg had a hand in it, so expect great things.
Do tell me how you thought the show was. (its available on youtube :D)

ciao ppl! <3
in this case

Def. People
Noun; Individuals who read this and who are probably dying from boredom but dying cause school is starting soon.
Adj; Awesome and toowonderful :D

I promise im gna blog so much more often!
thanks to a new friend named Marcus!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

a thousand posies by the walkway

for the one who sees the roses by the car-ridden road
for the one who sees the silver lined cloud when the storm has rolled

for the one who sees the sunburnt tracks by the pretty walkway
for the one who sees the muddy ground when their lover's walked away

for the one who feels and thinks and flips about
for the one who squirms and laughs
and sometimes fakes a smile

for the one who looks at the mirror and thinks aloud
for the one who says hello
and sometimes curses out loud

for the one i'm talking to
for the one i'm trying to convince
for the one i'm trying to encourage
and not let things hit but miss

do not fear
Deuteronomy 20:1-4
When you go to war against your enemies and see horses and chariots and an army greater than yours, do not be afraid of them, because the LORD your God, who brought you up out of Egypt, will be with you. 2 When you are about to go into battle, the priest shall come forward and address the army. 3 He shall say: "Hear, O Israel, today you are going into battle against your enemies. Do not be fainthearted or afraid; do not be terrified or give way to panic before them. 4 For the LORD your God is the one who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies to give you victory."

Lord, this is for You.

My God and My Father,
i praise you for being my almighty God and for being faithful to me. I praise you for how You are wonderful and you are always there. I praise you for being Jehovah Jireh, my provider. I praise You for being my protector.

I praise You for being my indescribable God.

I am sorry for not seeking You above all else. For turning to other things and turning away from You. I want to seek You with all my heart, soul, strength and mind. But I get so carried away. I feel so tired now. Lord i haven't been relying on You for strength and all that i need. I havent sought after Your heart and i have run after things that do not matter as much as You do.

Lord my walk with You has been so slow. Many times i've strayed from your path you've set aside for me. I want to be right with You again. Now i feel so helpless, as if i am caught in this cycle. But Lord, You are my God who allows me to triumph above all difficulties! Help me to trust in You and love You with every fiber of my being, that the things i say and the thoughts that are in my mind will be pleasing unto You. I'm so sorry i did not wake up for church and i missed our appointment with each other. Lord, i've been missing out on so much. I want to be fully there with You!!

Lord i ask for your forgiveness in these areas, and this is my plea: that You will, out of Your grace and mercy, draw me back to You.

Lord, i thank you for ICE camp. For how you blessed me with such a responsive and special group; such a bonded group that listened and worked with each other. I thank You for how You allowed me to bond with the GPs and GLs. For the friends i made, and for the experience You've blessed me with. It was truly amazing leading a group of strangers and seeing them bond and cheer. I thank You for blessing me with the confidence and for protecting my health and fitness, that You carried me thru the three days of pure high-ness.

Lord i thank You also for protecting me. From the spirit i encountered and even those which i did not. I thank You for You have control over life and death and You are my protector. Who shall i fear? What shall i fear? For you are forever with me.

I praise You and thank You for my loving mother and father who do their best to raise me and meimei. I thank You for how they have sheltered and provided for us. I thank You for how they have taught us. I pray for mama that you change me and meimei evermore that she may see You are good and You are Lord. Change her heart, O God.

Lord i thank You for my mentors in church who keep me in check. Help them continue to keep a watchful eye on me, that i will not stray away form You. I thank You for Jar also, that he ahs been such an encouragement to me and such a blessing as a friend. I thank You for ACTS and i thank You for those who walk with me.

Lord i want to surrender my life anew to You. I want to commit school, lessons, DTVM, guitar club, jazz band, SPSU, and all my other commitments unto You. Even church ministry O Lord. I commit my friends, my activities into Your hands. Will i obey You and wait for Your blessings.

Lord i am afraid right now.

Will you grant me wisdom and a heart to learn during the PMNUC conference and the days that lead up to it. I thank You for giving me this opportunity and I want to make the best of it. Therefore Lord, take away my fear, and instead grant me a heart of courage and inquisitiveness. Help me to bring honor to You.

Lord about my commitments, help me make wise choices and painful ones. But above all, help me make choices that please You.

Lord i want to seek You daily in QT and quietness and humility. Help me to each morning, wake up enthusiastically to read Your word and to praise You for giving me life everlasting. Lord teach me, mould me, walk beside me, and fill me.

I want to walk beneath the shadow of Your wings.

Amen.